[10:20 a.m.] : [2004-04-28]
it's not the end of the world. well, not the real world anyway. i suppose in a way it is the end of a world. it is a scab i keep opening, it bleeds for days and closes slowly. a wound i refuse to bandage or medicate...
the first time i left her i told her to be happy. i thought for a long time that it was to justify my own actions and my own happiness i might find without her. that might have been it, but for that time i was mostly unhappy. i like that. |