[1:30 p.m.] : [2001-04-18]
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... i had a really good dream last night, ...i don't know maybe it was just a really bad dream in the sence that i woke up this morning and wanted to cry cause i wished so much it had been real. i was there and so was she...i haven't spoken to her since 97 and i wish we could have been more...but there we where and we just spoke: no hiden agendas, no pretenses, and it was nice. i left her like that night at toms in the dark listening to live, she gave me her number and i promised to call and all was right in the world again(i had forgoten just how captivated with her i could get) and when i woke up i just layed in bed wishing i hadn't cause i knew i'd never be with her again. ... i bought myself a slap braclet today, i haven't had one of these since i was in the second grade. |
