[7:33 p.m.] : [2001-04-18]
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ok well let me give a little intro to the following text, ...um... i wrote it about a week ago late at night in Idaho well its two different relevations i got the two nights befor i actually wrote it out what i have below is how these two things got written out, they are not nessicarily as clear and compleat as i would like them to be but there is only so much i can do with words...if i could make you feel what i wish you could then maybe things would have never came to this... anyways- two things have occured to me lately 1)...maybe you and me are wrong for each other. all this time i would have bet anthing in the asssurance that me and you are so absolutly perfect & you just haven't been able to recognize it. (my one hope). i had never even started to comprehend it and with no thought or effort the realization came that maybe we just are that wrong for one another so wrong i haven't seen it cause makes so much sense, more so than any other possibility. 2) the only reason i stick around is cause i know otherwise i'll just be alone... ok there is more to number two but... i just haven't writen it yet cause i don't know if more really needs to be said. so the above is directed to a specific person yes, will they read this? i don't know what the future holds... so why did i say it here if more than likely they aint gonna see it? well buck-o i just don't know where else to say it, i know i can't say it to her and if i cant say it to her then why am i saying it at all?(thats one i'd like to be answed cause i don't know) |
