[8:00 p.m.] : [2005-03-30]

i have this sneaking suspicion that the first half of my archives are not coming back from thier vacation. they just left without a note (i think they snuck out last time diaryland crashed). it makes me sad. i mean my early work, just gone. well it was pretty much just the alissa era but still some of it was worth while. [side note, a soliciter just called. i hung up on them and don't feel better. i need taco bell.] i just wish for my own sake i had back ups. i mean i've been meaning to do it but i'm lazy.

kind of like how i kept meaning to explain ashley to jenny. or i guess a better way of saying it would be kind of like how i kept meaning to tell jenny anything.

ahhhh, oh well. i need nachos and a meximelt or else i am going to waste away and i don't want that, what i want is for it to be tomorrow night already, i've gotst a date of sorts. (another thing i should probably let jenny in on ...but i'm an asshole) and we're going to go see stiletta and sit around listening to cds and maybe even food.

i want it to be tomorrow night every night. oh and by the way incase you where wondering yes, it is the girl i made the tape for ...i really don't know what i'm doing, all i know is she can hang and i like that in a girl

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