[6:07 p.m.] : [2004-12-23]

these angry hands, they know their damned. i started working at ikea tuesday. started on the floor today. it's a pay check. and it is something to do untill i hear back from the other job. man i don't want to work. it is not that i am (i should say) it is not because i'm lazy. rather, i just really do not want to. it totally brings me down, being employeed is just no good for my being. as good of a place it is and stuff, i just don't feel good about being in the working class anymore. the feeling/sense has started to creep into other areas of my life, how i feel about certain things. i guess maybe it kind of worries me. i don't know. what's wrong is everywhere

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