[1:00 p.m.] : [2004-11-05]
SERIOUSLY, FUCK IT. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING I HAVE SAID ABOUT LOVE AND LOSS AND ALL OF THAT BLEEDING HEART ROT.
i hold an image of the ashtray girl
Dear ------,
farewell my ashtray girl I could blame things on the spectrum of emotions I've felt, I wont. I wont make one sided excuses. That would only devalue anything you have felt that I have been to selfish to acknowledge.
goodbye to open sores
I know I can be misguided at times, and I can read things into the strangest things. I had a moment of clarity last night flipping threw my johnny the homicidal maniac book. I liked something he said, and if I may be so bold I feel like it fits my style. I'll quote it in a second.
sometimes it's fated I think, maybe, I still failed to say that as well as I would have liked to. But to close I will quote: I just ask for what we all ask of the people we respect- that the thought of me does not compel you to violent spasms of projectile vomiting. xo - m
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