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i've been floating for the last couple of days, especially the last twenty four(ish) hours. why am i floating you ask? well i will gladdly tell you why. because last night i went out with the "increadibly attractive asian girl from fresno" who i mentioned briefly in the foot of my last entry, that is why.
i've told terrence and i've told danny and now i am telling you, i am smitten with this girl.
so very cute and cool and beautiful and her favorite band is the cure and we played guitar together last night... and... and... :::exhales deep and slow:::
so like i said in the previously mentioned previous entry i meet her last thursday night at a house party. i was watching her dance for good chunks of the evening, but not being one with the ass shaking dancing ability i just was content to watch. long story short end of the night found my people and her people talking numbers where exchanged i got said number from my people and with high hopes and low expectation from lack of experiance doing so i called her blindly monday and asked her out.
she said yes.(caught off guard)
i didn't know what to do then but there was mild discussion plans where kind of set for friday. calls where made from each party to the other sooner than planned and i picked her up last night so very nervous and terribly ...i'm not sure what word to use here, i guess happy or maybe excited but they don't feel right to me, but some kind of mix of good stuff. as soon as she opened the door and we started talking my mouth went completely dry which has never happend to me before and opening the car door i was able to controll it on her side but once she was in my hand was shaking and almost missed the keyhole on myside.
i feel dumb admitting all this, the nerves and the anxiety and everything. but with everything it felt comfortable and it all felt so good. the whole evening did. the conversation, the company... especially the company. we are supposed to get together tomorrow and i have(as i've mentioned) been floating all day, no cares. i really feel refreashed by this experiance, and by her.
we'll see how long before i fuck it up or she brakes my heart. i'll keep you posted.
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