[4:11 p.m.] : [2003-12-07]

terrence has been developed this habit lately of calling her by your name. this has only happend in conversation about and has not been to her, yet. she knocked on the door the other day and looking threw the pephole t announced it was you, then corrected himself as he opened it. i can't say i was dissapointed by who it was, but i can't say i didn't secretly wish a little it was the first either. it was such a disconcerting thing. and it is such an impossible thing... how would i go about explaining you to her? maybe i am wrong maybe it is perfectly reasonable enough, meh. i'm going to go watch tv, i'm not what i used to be at this rant thing.

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