[2:53 a.m.] : [2003-05-04]

anxious arms: there was a guy making a plan find a girl and she'd understand he'd say "please don't worry". and this one was right and that was thing closing your eyes and see wedding rings well there is no hurry. a day like today they're waiting for wings to form they're waiting for clouds and storms and for safety. i said i will i ask you please lie still you're faith means everything i will be anxious arms. beside myself and there is no one else won't you be my answer then won't you be my answer. say it again. the one thing that i protect well don't you know well don't you forget the sound of my voice hands down in the hold i brace put your hands on your handsome face and lie when you say "you haven't got much but maybe today". and it's all you won't become and it's everything you might have done, my dear were closing in fast on another year. so unsure until tonight strong and pure and I know that it's right today is our whole life. you give what you have and it's all that you've got. you hope its enough but you know that it's not, and you say please don't worry. you tear it apart and you count up the cost and your head swims it all getslost. and you say "there is no hurry".
-the jealous sound

that has been the song of the week, well the week and a half... going on two weeks now i guess.
talked to a lot of people on the phone today got a lot of calls. i was only expecting one, it came, earlier than i thought, and it accomplished less than i had hoped but i guess it ran par for the course. one party never much for directly discussing the uncomfortable the other party as willing to directly discuss any given aspect of any given thing as they are to not discussing something to cater to the comfort of the other party.
nothing really gets resolved.

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