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i had a girlfriend in jr high. my first real, and by real i mean as real as stupid typical bullshit jr high or high school relationships go. so during the relationship i hold her hand and walk her to class and i call her after school and all that other crap that goes along with that kind of relationship, so of course i wrote her a bagillion notes during classes when i should of been paying attention.
the notes where nothing out of the ordinary as far as notes between a boyfriend and girlfriend in jr high go just the basic this class is boring, i should be paying attention, i can't wait to see in after band, i wish i had some cake right now i am hungry with bordom... xoxo-(your name here)
this goes on for just a little over a month, then i am in the locker room after gym putting my pants on and one of her male friends (this w.a.f. little guy) come up and lets me know she has decided she just wants to be friends.
and what does just being friends include? well to start with it includes just about everything that is included in not being friends right down to giving out every letter i had written her to people on her bus so that when i walk into my homeroom class the next morning some guy i barely know has half of my bullshit jr high love letters sitting on his desk. lucky for me a)the teacher was out of the room and b)when i pulled his chair out from under him and kicked him on the floor for starting to open his mouth he atleast had the common decency to not break anything internal or start bleeding on me.
i learned a life lesson that day. well a couple that where fundamental in structuring my ideals for future relationships. i'm not going to say it was the best ideals, in fact i wish from starting into the whole school relationship b.s. i could of had some other founding philosophies but i didn't. so i learned that after a relationship the most you can hope for is that the girl always gets picked up from school in a car with no one else but her blind and deff guardian. and that two anything that you say or do or write can and will be used against you for nothing more than pure ammusment on a bus ride home.
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