[12:25 a.m.] : [2003-04-02]
bought a stake to grill for dinner and some bread. it was a good meal. my belly is full and my toes are warm. as i was heating the grill i got an IM, so i turned on my away message and that was the end of that chapter... for now. it's been a good night. i feel good. i came across this site tonight. the intro would not load for me but it is a fantastic site none the less. i also found lyrics from the mountain goats. i've been listening to one song inperticular for about the last week or so, it was one of those that stood out at me. it is called no children, you should give it a listen, download it if you have to. what he says and the way he says it, it is one of many in a long line of songs i wish where my own and terrence and i have decided that we will cover it. the lyrics are following.
No Children
I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow
I hope it bleeds all day long
I am drowning -
There is no sign of land i first took notice of the song driving home from work. it made me sad and feel better at the same time. both for no reason, or for every reason in the world. because i wanted to relate or because i know i could relate and those who know me know it's true that i can or maybe it's because i wish i couldn't relate... or just all at once. |