[11:02 p.m.] : [2003-03-30]
bowled last night. today i found out an aquaintance from high school has died. one minute your locking someone in the trunk of your car and the next you get a phone call from an old friend saying they have passed away. that really sucks. my hands are calloused, my lips are chapped, and last night when i closed my eyes alone in bed everything around me felt so increadibly small like if i moved my i would fall off the sliver of a bed that was under me. i've noticed out here the sky is so big. that is the only way i have to describe it. i've been thinking about cutting my hair. |