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i have totally fallen into like.
i know i like to just skip that part and go imediately into being in love but i have to admit i'm not there yet, but i really like the prospect of getting from here to there. it's totally just at the point of a high school crush so i have NO IDEA where it will go or if it goes anywhere at all. if it does it's probably going to be slow going but hot damn i like the idea!
i need to take her out, talk a bit, and it could turn out she's a complete tard but if she's not... oh man i am going to fall hard for this girl and i'm going to love every minute of it.
i was talking to a buddy of mine a couple nights ago telling him about her and used the word adorable which at the time i wasn't sure if it was the right adjective... i was out dancing last night with some friends and she was out as well and i felt like i was in jr high again. we danced a little bit together and i thought how much i liked holding her and i watched her dance a little bit and sing along to pop songs and thought about how much i want to find out how good of a kisser she is. and i just kept thinking that adorable was so the right choice of words.
i am excited to be excited again, man i'm so fourteen and it's fricken awsome!
h'okay, here's the deal. i've actually been writing a bit lately but it's totally been all analog, like pencil and paper and shit (ya know?)! so aside from just gushing about ms.jessica i'm going to try to at some near point (no promises) post what i've been writing cause i think it's been damn good. if i do i'll adjust the date accordingly for when i wrote it so keep a sharp eye out.
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