[2:44 p.m.] : [2007-06-20]

Dear ______, Are you reading the blog? I have a sneaking suspicion that you are. Do you know that I am up to something, do you realize how big it is? I'm leaving tomorrow and it is exciting, I can't wait to finally be down there and close to you. But, at the same time it scares the hell out of me because I don't know what I'll find. I'm scared i've been away too long and I'm just in love with ghosts. I'm scared I've sat too long in this pain to be good for anything else. I'm scared you're still waiting for me and i'll mess it all up some how. all that aside I am more impatient than anything else. Closure one way or another would be nice, but more than anything I just want to see your hand in mine. I love you, m!

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