[9:16 p.m.] : [2007-06-01]

Dear _______, Is this, your current inability to give me anything like a phone call, or an answer to anything, hope... is this a result of barriers you've put up over the years of my absence? Are your current actions and avoidance a natural defense mechanism? Is that the case or is all of this a concious decision? I love you, m! p.s. you know, i really kind of don't want an answer cause if it's the second one then... well, i don't know exactly what it just scares me to think about is all.

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