[11:08 a.m.] : [2005-03-17]

i had this dream i was working, only i was still delivering pizzas. i get in from making a run and the place is busy as hell and i'm about to head out the door again and one of the girls who works there stops me an says "some dude called for you" i ask who and they say they don't remember the name. i name off a couple of my friends and then ask if she was sure it was a guy, she doesn't know so i ask if it's *** and she's like "yeah! that's was it." i was suprised and i tell someone else to take the order and i go in back to return the call, hell i haven't spoken to them in almost a year, if they're actually calling me something must be up and i'm curious. so i get *** on the phone and ask if she called and we start talking only with the ovens running and the customers and phones i can't hear half of what is being said and she's talking low and i don't want to ask her to repeat herself every two seconds so i'm trying real hard to hear and i want really bad to care and she has something very important to tell me and i can't make out what it is.

i almost picked up the phone and called her to see how things are, what was up, if everything is okay. i'd like to think sometimes dreams can be trusted, that dreams can be omens and if i listen to them every once in a while they will tell me things, like that i should call and check up on ***.

only thing is i've had so many dreams about *** i can't just trust this one or justify ignoring all the ones before it. all i can do is keep my silence and try to forget my dreams.

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