[9:35 p.m.] : [2003-10-03]

standing on the edge of the palisade cliffs the skyline it seemed very far away like a lightning rod that couldn't pull the storm from me. we grew up too fast now we're falling like ashes so yeah it's been going on for like a week now. so you know if you couldn't tell that i've got me a girlfriend. it's interesting. alot of thoughts on the subject of having one and of having this one. but i don't know really what to say or where to start. it reminds me alot of another relationship i've had. and trying to not just compare it to said relationship or any other or any other perticular girl(s). thats the main thing right now is to try to not let the past bog it down and let it happen on it's own. i think more than anything i'm just worried of hurting someone badly. i've done it. i don't like that and i don't want to do it again. and said prior relationship was one of the ones i ended badly so i am having a hard time going into this with an outlook of any time frame that is good. i hate having that mind frame. i'd rather have a burrito. in the basement the kids are still screaming, and we're blowing in the wind, we don't know where to land so we kiss like little kids- we used to be very tall buildings but we've been falling for so long now

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