[12:24 p.m.] : [2001-09-29]

it's funny, i speak with my family and hear the same old story time and again, from all the same sorces and all the same excuses...
all i can do is sit threw it and say ' i know!'

there's a line playing right now of a modest mouse song saying "i know now what i knew then, i know now what i knew then, but i didn't know then what i know now."
...and i'm not sure what the point of adding that line really was, i'm on the phone with my mom, add durning the parts that we actually speak she doesn't hear a thing i say, and as she was saying shit i just said that line came on and it all seem important at that one moment to nothing inperticular and i knew that the conversation was winding down.
and now by the time it's taken me to write to this point she has made her way out of any conversation and has said good bye and i've hung up the phone thinking to myself, whateva'

bands that i've been listening to on heavy rotation.
-modest mouse
-the church
-toad the wet sproket
-mineral(end serinading)
-the lemonheads
-the weakerthans
i've been trying to find the new superchunk, but no one is carring it. = (

i finally finished Catcher In the Rye, i don't know how to feel about it, i heard it was really good by alot of people, i don't know if it was that good but i read it just the same, it took almos untill the end of the book for me to get something out of it, seriously i read the whole thing and it wasn't untill probly within the last ten pages that i found something profound in it, something that i would say was actually worth it, or i should say made it worth it.
it was just one simple line, but it was a good line- well put, relavint to events and people in my life, one line that yes, was worth the read.
i have been thinking alot since i finished the book of putting that one line up on this page, but at this moment i think i am going to have to pass on doing so, i have my reasons- the relavince of the line, plus someone who reads this just started and i want to let her read the book and guess if she can figure it out.
if you want to know you can ask me and i'll tell you, or if she gets it/or once she finishes i'll let you all in if it is apropriate.

i've been thinking alot about photography lately, doing it i mean, i've been iching to, i think i might get off my butt and shoot.
i think it would do me some good, (if only i had the funds to waste film like i want to, or had a reason to, oh well i think i'll do it anyway)

"this building is totally burning down." - another modest mouse line... no real point but the song it's in compleatly kicks ass.

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