[3:31 p.m.] : [2001-09-10]
so it comes down to one day; you hurt one more person and realize that's no way to be. but who really notices? you make changes, but people mistake you for other things, not something better, something weaker something sarcastic something that is just a joke and a mockery because "they know you better" bullocks to them.
cause after getting played on all sorts of sided, after crap and drama and lies and hair cuts... well you just wake up one morning and you see the sun, and you know you've a better person than what you used to be despite the other things, and you go to bed one night and the things that used to weigh on you at night, in the dark, they come to mind and a voice says softly "they don't matter" the crap you where so afraid of, it means nothing. those things that keep you up, they go away and lose importance. you really do figure shit out and damn life is good.
and for the first time i feel something important is going on, yet there isn't a Stabing Westward song that can serve as the soundtrack for the situation. |