[2:00 a.m.] : [2001-07-20]

"she had nothing left to say, so she said she loved me. i stood there greatful for the lie." i miss the gin blossoms sometimes. on a differnt note i ran into an old friend of mine tonight after a movie, we spoke- general plesentries, catching up, and such. we spoke of old friends, the conversation fell on one old friend in perticular (bozarth). the last time i saw him was at christmas, in dennys of course, he was the only one there from the old dennys crowd, i sat down and spoke with him anyways, dispite the late time, dispite any other reasons. we spoke of the old band, and old friends from jr. high. he looked good, he mentioned he had plans for a nice little mullet, and he had been sobber, had finally cleaned up and kicked the junk. he looked good. so word on the street form my friend i found tonight is bozarth hasn't been coming around dennys lately(maybe for a while now, i've been gone a years, thats such a long time when it comes to things like hanging out at dennys.) as far as friend knows bozath has fallen off the world (not the sad part) friend said last time he had seen him he was back on the stuff. so i don't know, i've been gone i don't know what is gong on, i have been out of the loop for a while now. but if it is true it is such a shame, he was full of such hope and determination last time i saw him, its sad to think he could have gone back to the junk, he looked so good, it is sad to think what could have come about to make it worth it for him to go back to the junk. ...i don't know, i've been out of so many loops i don't know what is going on here anymore. it is probly a good thing i don't have anything to revert to, but i have been meaning to take up a drinking problem...maybe tomorrow.

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