[11:00 p.m.] : [2001-07-01]

so i am back.

i am back and already i am so very tired.

it hasn't been but three days and i hope i don't get into sam so i can just get away. i don't care- i want to go some place unlike me like omaha, or detroit, or france.

lose contact with everyone i know... is it possible, could i achive that goal?

i am tired. and i want to sleep, but that never comes. it is only a beautiful dream.

dreams of: rest, and truth, and beauty.


...yeah something like that,
fack it.

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