[11:20 a.m.] : [2001-06-24]

"There are blue skies in my dreams And laughter that seems unending There are green grass fields there And happiness and hope for tomorrow My cup is full and my heart Spills awkward and embarrasing blood Onto white golden streets And I am unashamed of the stains my steps leave" "Questions of where can he go When he is feeling so low And kicking himself just to show How he still bleeds I wonder how many eyes Are fixed like a vulture's on me Now I wonder if I can even move or breathe Without disappointing someone And I know what they call themselves But I don't remember inviting them To put me on this pedastal And make me feel so naked Afraid to look down Afraid to turn around I bring it on myself I know I bring it on myself"

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