[5:41 a.m.] : [2001-06-06]
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"i hurt myself today, ..to see if i still feel. i focus on the pain the only thing that's real. the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting, try to kill it all away but i remember everything. i found a lot of old songs tonight while closing, stuff i haven't listend to in probly atleast a year. i can remember the last time i actually listend to some of it, or when and why i bought others. wow, there are just a lot of good song in my head and on my mind right now, i would like to add them all as entries but i really don't think they would be done justice. honestly i feel bad about the last couple i put in, sure they where on my mind but to really get the full impact you need the music. hurt, well the music to that is really quiet and simple so i decided what the hell. as a side note if you don't check girlboy you should the last update had a chap by the name of misplaced embryo and he had probly the best girlboy wish todate. and i'll quote it for those lazy bastards like tom who wont go find it on their own. besides it made me think of Tom. "i would like a girl who will never ever kick me in the nads." ...that is such a beautiful thing to see in print for hundreds to see cause A) its such a good point and B) he said nads...and incase your wondering as to why it made me think of Tom, no i do not have some sick obsession with Toms nads, he has just been racked at least twice as much as any other person i have ever known. and on that note of Toms nads i will leave you and go to bed. |
